Jen are you reading this? If you are please comment.

These are some random drawing from my sketchbook that I scanned in.

Hey

watch this. I think its really terrible. I mean seriously, who could do something like that to a poor defenseless animal? I really want to throw him off a cliff and see how he likes it.


OMG is he not the most awesome person ever?
I love him lol
I started piano classes when i was like 8. Now I wished i kept them up.

Check this guy out.
<33333

Sweeney Todd is the most amazing barber/serial killer ever.

hey peoples!!!!!
I had a frappacinno from starbucks today!!!!!!!!!!!
It was yummy :]]]]]]]]]

Have u heard the new panic at the disco song? Well you have nowwwwww! Not the best quality unfortunately since its live.
I like it anyway. It sure took them long enough to make some new music. I can't wait for the new cd to come out. I hope its worth the wait.

I'm on my dad's laptop right now because my brother thing is doing homework so my daddy let me use his laptop ^^.

I hope i can see Tim and Tom and possibly meet Pat tomorrow. Somehow I don't think that i will. Either they could'nt come over or jen's mom never made plans or she's going over their house so i can't come. If they do come over she said she'll call me. So i'll come over to wreak havok over Hatfield and eat lots of candy and stuff. I'll be fun.

Weirdest Dream I've had in Forever.

I was in my room that was kinda like mine but the dresser was metal not wooden. There were tons of bras and stuff like that in the bottom one. I put on on my stuffed animal and when my mom walked in i put it on the ground and pretended it wasn't there. When my dad walked in after my mom left he picked up the stuffed animal and said a different one would be better. But the bras were weird because they had all these extra straps on them and stuff. Then I was in this bagel place which was supposed to have like the best bagels ever. When I ordered a medium bagel, the lady at the register said i couldn't because i was too small. I left and when i came back my family was there and we ate breakfast. Later I decided to use my new manic panic hair dye after i got a bagel. When I was in there people were giving me weird looks and saying weird things that i didn't get until i realized i stole the hair dyes from the bagel place! I ran outside and i was dark out. Then I looked in my purse and saw that i had tons on little manic panic hair dyes. Then I tried to find someone who i could give them to so i wouldn't get arrested. Then i was on a long dark road walking with someone i didnt recognize but I apparently knew. I said,"This is too weird. It has to be a dream.". Then the person said,"duh, I figured that out like an hour ago." so then we just walked along the road until I woke up.

XD Luv J*





ICE CREAM
I'll give you Dairy Queen
Pink dreams
Tongue all on your ice cream
Lips gleam
Plates clean
Preteen
Submarine

Drippin' down your ice cream cone
Rhinestone.. Hormones

[chorus:]

Enter my construction zone
Make me moan
Danger prone

It doesn't feel right
So keep going down
It doesn't feel right
Until you start to drown

I wanna S your D // I wanna L your V

Gonna guarantee // To set you free

Sliddin' down the pole
Swallow it whole
Flood control
Always on patrol
Let's take a stroll
Into your hole
On cruise control
Now pay the toll

I want.. .
Pants dropping, slow fucking, floor mopping..
Right now.

[chorus]

Jeffree Star for dinner?
I'll give you Jeffree Star for dinner.. BITCH!

It doesn't feel right
So keep going down
It doesn't feel right
Until you start to drown

Open up your thighs
Show me the surprise

WEEEEEEEE!!! Its almost Christmas!! :DDDDDD

only 2 more days left before Christmas Break! :D I have to bring in a cake for World Civ. It has to be Greek, Roman or Mesopotamian Themed. Mines Brutus killing Julius Caesar. Theres gonna be lots of red frosting to be the blood. Yummy.

I got my friends some stuff for Christmas. I'm not gonna sat what though because i know some of them read this and you cant be too careful... Just kidding ^^. Ima tell you some. Ravens getting a Slitheren arm band. Alanna's getting glove thingies with skulls and guns and stuff. Caroline's getting this stuffed animal that could be a bear or a rabbit or a dog. But i really don't know... Laurels getting chocolate. Its all she wanted. And Aravis is getting a pretty blue necklace. and some more stuff that i don't feel like writing. :D Raven got me a cool necklace for Christmas. Its pretty.

OMG I'm gonna see Wicked tonight!
I don't know what to wear. What does one wear to something like this?
I'm really happy though! YAY




LOL I love him






They're awesome

RANCID!!! Radio lyrics


Never fell in love
until I fell in love with you
Never knew what a good time was until I had a good time with you
If you wanna get the feeling and you wanna get it right
Then the music's gotta be loud
for when the music hits I feel no pain at all

Warm summer night I was drinking with my dad
He tried to give me the love that I never had
But he gave more love to his bottle of wine
So I had to go out and find love of another kind

Here it is
Here I am
Turn it up
Fuckin' loud

Radio, Radio, Radio, Radio
Radio, Radio, Radio
When I got the music
I got a place to go

Radio, Radio, Radio, Radio
Radio, Radio, Radio
When I got the music
I got a place to go

Radio clash
magnificent 7
I was a choir boy
you showed me no heaven
Two tools surley lost
no remorse ignoring the cost

Here it is
Here I am
Turn it up
Fuckin' loud

Radio, Radio, Radio, Radio
Radio, Radio, Radio
When I got the music
I got a place to go

Radio, Radio, Radio, Radio
Radio, Radio, Radio
When I got the music
I got a place to go

Don't ya know?

Here it is
Here I am
Turn it up
Fuckin' loud

Radio, Radio, Radio, Radio
Radio, Radio, Radio
When I got the music
I got a place to go

Radio, Radio, Radio, Radio
Radio, Radio, Radio
When I got the music
I got a place to go
When I got the music
I got a place to go

When I got the music
I got a place to go

Well I got a place
Well I got a place
Well I got a place to go
When I got the music
I got a place to go

When I got the music
I got a place to go
When I got the music
I got a place to go

When I got the music
I got a place to go
When I got the music
I got a place to go

My mom and dad are going to a class reunion. I get to stay home alone with my brother and my mom's friend's son who is twice my size. I'm gonna keep my phone on me at all times. Just in case... I haven't actually spoken to him yet. I've kinda just been ignoring him.

I just found this on youtube. My friend just told me that they actually put it online. I remember that it was part of out graduation ceremony from middle school. Thats my old science room.

HEY PEOPLE!! Happy Thanksgiving! Gorge yourselves on soy meat and mashed potatoes! I know i will. I'll be the dj for today. My grandma and great aunt are here. Lord help us...

I haven't posted in forever! Sorry about that and I will post again later! bye.

Favorite Quotes of all Time

"Get not your friends by bare compliments, but by giving them sensible tokens of your love."

Socrates

"wiL and I ate all the spoons on the bus to metal ourselves up"

Jake Wambold (from Aiden)

"I love to spin the bass. You will also notice I like to jump off things a lot. Its just what I do... I wish it made me a super hero.. That would be sick..."

Nick Wiggins (from Aiden)

"About 3 things I was absolutely positive. First, Edward was a vampire. Second, there was a part of him-and I didn't know how potent that part might be-that thirsted for my blood. And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him."

Twilight (By stephenie meyer)

"I'm afraid that if you look at a thing long enough, it loses all of its meaning."

Andy Warhol

"I have a problem when people say something's real or not real, or normal or abnormal. The meaning of those words for me is very personal and subjective. I've always been confused and never had a clearcut understanding of the meaning of those kinds of words."

Tim Burton

I finally read Twilight. Well, I'm almost done. Its really good. I'm watching House and then i will go to bed because I'm really tired.

I went to Westfarms Mall yesterday. I got a pretty AFI sketchbook. And lots of other stuff. :DDD It was fun. I got this weird squeeze candy stuff thats sour and its actually good! I just got it because it looked disgusting but its not that bad.

Entertain yourselves

OMG PENGUINS!!!

LOOK AT THE BABY PENGUINS!!!

Awesomely Retro

Things Alot of People will Hate me for Saying

Bands I don't Like:
Coldplay
Nickleback
Muse
Dashboard Confessional (kind of. I have a friend who obsesses over them and I got kind of sick of them)

Monster energy drinks are my least favorite of all the ones I've tried.

Justin Timberlake and Zac Efron are really ugly.

I'm home alone with my brother right now. My parents are at this Beatles tribute. I'm bored...

Anyway. Check out this site! Its awesome. My screen name is XcrazyXXangelX!

Escape the Fate Situations Lyrics

Situations are irrelevant now. She loves the way that I tease,
I love the way that she breathes

I touched her ooh, she touched my ahhh, it was the craziest thing.

I love the girls who hate to love because they're just like me. A
certain girl she took my hand and ran it up her thigh. She licked
her lips and pulled my hair, I fall in love for a night

She can't behave and I'm just a slave, don’t worry I'll be gone when
the morning comes.

Darling what is going on?
Honestly that never happened lying is your favorite passion.
Leave me, go where you belong
Hired heels and lipstick napkins dying is your latest fashion.

The frustration it's a regular thing
I hate the ones who love to hate because they're just like me.
A certain girl she took her hand and put in my lap
It's way too full she said once you have me you'll always come back.

She can't behave and I'm just a slave, don’t worry I'll be gone when
the morning comes.

Darling what is going on?
Honestly that never happened lying is your favorite passion
Leave me, go where you belong
Hired heels and lipstick napkins dying is your latest fashion.

I know you love to insist and all it takes is a kiss and you just
love to hate me.

You know you love all the lies so don’t act surprised that I just
love to hate you.

I kissed your lips you pulled my hair it was the craziest thing. I
Love the girls who love to hate. (Breathing)

(Whoa) Darling what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion
Leave me, go where you belong
Hired heels and lipstick napkins, dying is your latest fashion

Darling (Leave Me) what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion
Leave me (Darling) go where you belong
Hired heels and lipstick napkins, dying is your favorite passion

MMMM... I'm eating candy! Yummy!

But yeah... I love this video. I love the beginning lol

watch and enjoy

I just got back from some dance thing. There was all the Russian kids and I was one of the only people who weren't parents, Russian students or Russian exchange students. It was lots of folk stuff and square dancing and stuff. It was very hyper. I say some of them out. I would have sat more out if I hadn't been dragged by some of my friends.

The most awesomest game ever.

Super Crazy Guitarman

Check it out!

I found some awesome russian metal! My friends taking russian so I realllllly want to show her it. I found it on Last.FM. Its awesome!!!

Check out this site! Its awesome!

Yay! I'm gonna hang out with my friend tomorrow after school. So now she just has to call so I can get some real details besides that we can do out homework and that its after school.

OMG I WANT IT!!

Here's a list of Chris Gutierrez's Past Tour Dates that I got from his Live Journal. Check out the one in red:

"Sep 7 2007 7:00P
TRE Bella {formerly Java Ah-Go-Go} las vegas, Nevada
Sep 8 2007 4:00P
mamas javas coffee house phoenix, Arizona
Sep 9 2007 11:00A
jennifers coffee connection studio city, California
Sep 10 2007 5:00P
the blue danube cafe san francisco, California
Sep 13 2007 7:00P
cutter point cafe tacoma, Washington
Sep 14 2007 6:00P
bean scene minneapolis, Minnesota
Sep 15 2007 6:00P
TBA milwaukee, Wisconsin
Sep 16 2007 6:00P
the fixx coffeebar chicago, Illinois
Sep 17 2007 6:00P
AJs cafe ferndale, Michigan
Sep 18 2007 6:00P
Brielle’s Coffee and Team Room cleveland, Ohio
Sep 19 2007 6:00P
TBA buffalo, New York
Sep 20 2007 6:00P
TBA albany, New York
Sep 21 2007 6:00P
Umass-lowell lowell, Massachusetts
Sep 22 2007 6:00P
voxpop cafe brooklyn, New York
Sep 23 2007 6:00P
starbucks Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
Sep 24 2007 6:00P
blue house baltimore, Maryland

***********UK***********
Oct 22 2007 7:00P
poetry cafe london, London and South East
Oct 23 2007 7:00P
rosies house nottingham
Oct 24 2007 6:00P
cafe pop manchester
Oct 25 2007 5:00P
the centre for life newcastle
Oct 27 2007 6:00P
TBA glasgow"

Oh yeah. I own.
Even though I had no idea that place existed.


I don't see why everyone wants to meet Tony...


:( Bethany's wake is tomorrow. I don't know if I should go or not. I knew her for a while and I'd probably feel really guilty if i skipped it. But everyone will be crying and I'll have to face all the kids from my old school again. And they'll all be crying.

It seems like since Bethany died, I've been forced back to some people from my old school. I called my old friend before and talked to him for only, like, 2 minutes but it still felt really weird. I heard that one of my current friends that my old kleptomaniac ex-friend asked her if I got fat.

Kleptomaniac: Did Brielle get fat?
Friend: No!
Kleptomaniac: Really? I always though she would get, like, really obese.

OMG I still hate her. I'm not obese! She's so weird! The truth is that she is kinda overweight so I think she was hoping I would get fat so she could feel better about herself. I suppose its not totally her fault. Her mom works at McDonalds and her dads, like, an alcoholic. Plus they don't have lots of money. But her parents are really weird. My mom says, "We always knew that she stole from us. She took 10 dollars from your dad's wallet and we suspected that it was her that stole from your locker. She was always jealous of you. You had a better home, got better grades, your prettier, and aren't overweight." I really dunno if I really believe some of it. But I definitely believe that she stole from me. I don't want to seem mean but I really hate her now.

I've been thinking of another ex-friend. She moved across the country a little while ago. She was really good friends with Bethany and I wonder if she found out about what happened yet. I wish I could tell her but I dunno. Maybe her cousins or aunt will tell her, They still live here.

Hmmm... Tony doesn't believe that Raven exists. When I told him that she says that she does exist and wants to meet him, (Why does everyone want to meet him???) He said:

Tony: Well you can tell her... that she can suck... her... ... ... I don't even know where that was going haha

That was really random.

But yeah so now if Raven is a figment of my imagination, (says Tony) Alanna thinks that would make her, like... the dream of a figment of my imagination. lol

Hahahaha

George Bush is falling!! Yay! Only 31% of the people in the US support Bush. Thats the lowest of any president. ever.

Falling Bush

I tried to contact an old friend today. After Bethany's death i heard he was really upset so i wanted to see how he was doing. I haven't really seen him in a long time but when his mom answered his mom still remembered me and wasn't surprised even though i haven't call in over a year now. We used to be really good friends so i also just wanted to say hi.

I have art in an hour. So I'm eating lunch. I have Veggie Soup! Yummy

Somethings been bugging me for a while. Whats with all the penguin movies? Truthfully I haven't seen all of them. It just seems like its being overdone. They look cute and funny but its getting old, isnt it? I love penguins but its being reallllly over done.

lol I love this video. Even though its not Christmas yet.

I'm so booooorrrrreeeddd! I have art tomorrow and CCD. CCD is so stupid!!! I have to read the bible. Its so boring! My mom is making me go. I hate it.

But anyway... I want to see that movie thats coming out. The Mist. Its based on some Stephan King book. The trailer is on now. When I first saw it, The first thing I thought of was that other movie, The Fog. They are probably different. But its just what i thought of.

R.I.P.
Bethany
I'm sorry we didn't get along in the end. But you were a great friend.